Cycle
Foreword: This story was quite difficult to
translate. It relies heavily on rhythm and atmosphere, and this proved harder
than I thought to render adequately. My humble apologies… I tried hard not to
“lose” too many elements of the original.
Disclaimer: The characters of Berubara obviously
do not belong to me. However, the other (Julien, Emilie, Martine and Ludivine)
are mine, and I can do whatever I please with them. There!
Note: This is very different from what I normally
write. It all started as a conclusion to “Patience” (believe it or not!), and,
as it seemed more and more alien, and that I couldn’t stop half-way through, I
decided to make it a strange little tale, to stand alone. I am still wondering
how I thought about all this.
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This year of 1865 already spelt great success for Julien Remison.
Having finished first of his class in his Surgical studies last year, he was
very thankful to the lucky star that had seen fit to have him been born at the
right time, and allowed him, poor son of a farmer of the Gers area, to take up
his studies in Paris hoping for a career which already spoke of
greatness.
He had joined the Liberal Movement
and felt very loyal towards this Emperor who seemed intent on “liberating
France” from all its past formalities and inequities which had survived the
numerous changes of Regime the country had seen until then.
France, at this point, was watching
with a kind eye these very welcome liberal reforms and Julien idly thought that,
when he would have acquired a solid status in the Medical Profession, he could
himself set up his own syndicate and glide smoothly from Surgery to
Politics…
At least, so were the dreams of a
Nineteen year old man, full of hope, clad in his only, already threadbare, nice
black suit, who could not afford to often escape from the small room he had
managed to rent in a large Old Style mansion not too far from
Versailles.
The only shadow in this glorious
picture seemed to be Emilie. He had met the one who would always be his beloved
when he was hurrying home one night, riding his old black mare. His schedule
was pressing, and the distance from Paris important, but he knew that his
Surgical Practice, next year, would take place in Versailles, and that would be
close enough. Moreover, he required space with his equipment and his books, and
he much preferred the calm countryside to the incessant buzzing of the Parisian
streets. Finally, the room, quiet and spacious, was also
inexpensive…
He might be studying Medicine, but we
was nevertheless not blind to a good commercial transaction.
He had remitted the money for his
deposit to a Notary, and he was doing so each month for his rent. He never saw
the owner of the mansion, nor did he know his name. This was part of their
arrangements and, judging from the price, it was also worth this
eccentricity.
This mansion, this castle rather,
which must have been splendid in its time, now seemed somewhat decrepit, and, at
nightfall, rather bleak.
It was for this precise reason that
Julien had been hurrying on, this night, to come back to his room before the end
of daylight. When the old mare suddenly jumped back, he had then noticed the
frail young woman, thrown on the ground, that he had nearly run
over.
When she did not raise, Julien jumped
off to turn over the small frame, lost in a modest and old fashioned Pastel
crinoline. As he brushed back the luxurious locks of dark hair, he saw, then,
the most beautiful face he had ever seen: her skin was white and delicate, her
mouth pink as a ripe fruit and her eyes! Sparkling emeralds. Still, being
almost a doctor himself, he could not but notice that this pale complexion held
much to fatigue and deprivation. These magical eyes looked on with a striking
intensity and he felt already lost.
It was thus that he made his
decision. Holding her firmly in his arms (for she was barely fighting), he set
her down on the back of his trusty Caline. The mare, very good natured, did not
move when he got on, as well, and resumed her way to the mansion.
"- You live at the Jarjayes Mansion" Said a crystalline voice.
It was the first time that Julien
ever heard her voice. It seemed alien. Pure, silken and soft. Did it not
sound sad as well?
"- I did not even know the name of
this place as such, I have to admit. I could not find it onto any document and
nobody around here could or would give me any details. You are from around
here, I suppose?
- From here and there, she said in
the same gentle and clear voice. I have travelled a lot... But I know this
place very well. It was magnificent... once."
And she did not utter another word.
Julien guided her to his room, above the dark staircase, then he came back to
take care of Caline. The other occupants of the house must have been in, for
everything was clean and in its place. But, as usual, he never saw nor heard
anybody at all.
He brought back up a bowl of soup.
Emilie, as she had introduced herself, seemed to be famished and exhausted. She
drank the thick liquid ravenously and then came to rest on the bed, sitting.
Her features then seemed more refined and even more beautiful, and her eyes were
shining like faraway stars. Julien, hypnotised by these jewels, came to sit
next to her. She did not move.
"- This room, she said in her silken
voice, is a servant's room. But servants were treated well, here. And this
room belonged to somebody very particular."
Julien had taken her hand in his,
whilst listening to the words. Her hands was as cold as ice.
"- There was a lot of pain, in this room... a lot of joy, too!"
With these words, the young woman
seemed transfigured. The first smile, as gentle as dawn, had crept up on her
berry lips. How Julien was dying to lay there a kiss...
Then, as he was slightly turning to
the face of the one who had just stolen his heart, she got up.
She walked up to a dark corner of the
large room and got to her knees. Julien was wondering about this, when he heard
the light scraping of her nails against the wall. He got up as well and reached
closer. The wall did not look as if it was made of stone in this place, but
nobody would have been able to tell.
How could she have known? And how
could she know so much about this place? Julien could not say, but she had
hardly spoken to him and already he felt bewitched.
Finally, she removed from the hollow
a small, modest-looking, metal box. She set it down onto the study table and it
was Julien who, almost trembling, carefully held up the lid. The box was empty,
save for a small locket. Judging from the exquisite details from the jewel, it
must have cost a fortune. Gold, no doubt.
Visibly shivering, this time, Julien took hold of the medallion.
How his fingers, though slender and
skilful during a surgical operation, now seemed rough and awkward around this
precious marvel, shining despite its obvious age.
There was a hinge, there, and Julien carefully began to open the jewel.
The medallion sprang open easily, and
a shining object escaped, rolling under the table. With one move, Emilie
extended her arm to reach for it. It was a simple golden band. She put it on
her finger and noticed with a satisfied smile that it fit
perfectly.
Julien was staring intensely at her,
when she took out the ring and offered it to him. He quickly looked at the
object and noticed a discreet stamp inside the band. It was a flower.
Precisely, it was a rose.
Emilie was now staring at him, a
preoccupied look over her delicate features:
"- It is so you never forget, she
whispered to him, promise-me that you will never forget. It is thanks to them
that you are here. You know who they are... or you will soon. It will change
your life!"
Julien got scared, then. She had
said this with such a passion, and she was so close to him but he was not
feeling any warmth. She was not moving... Suddenly frightened, he ran to the
door, the ring and medallion still in his hand. he ran out through the stairs
and then stopped his foolish escape on the last step, and looked up: he could
make up a vague light in the adjoining room, a room that must have belonged to
one of the Masters of the house.
Without any thought, he climbed back
the stairs and tried to open this door. It was locked, and everything was cold
and dark, now.
He made a few uncertain steps towards
his own room and pushed open the door. There was no trace of the young woman.
Did he not notice that she had come out of the room as well, or had he been too
scared to even think rationally?
He came to sit down at his desk and
set the gold band inside the box, who was laying still on his table, and decided
to look more closely at the medallion, which he still held tight in his
palm.
The locket was opening onto two
portrait of the finest quality. This must have cost the ill-fated servant an
eternity in wages. Julien hoped it must have been worth it!
The left-hand portrait was one of a
woman bearing strength and righteousness, eyes of azure and hair of fire. Her
complexion pale and her features of a rare finesse. On the other side (and
Julien came to think that these images would kiss every time the locket was
closed) was the portrait of a man with dark locks, with a gentle look, but
decidedly intelligent and determined. Eyes of emerald.
The discovery astounded him. He
looked again at the portraits... The skin so white and the features so
delicate, the burning emerald of the eyes...
Suddenly, he threw the medallion on
the table and ran to his bed, collapsing. Shivering, he laid down fully clothed
and finally, eyes wide open, never made a move until morning.
******
1903
Martine Lemercier had waken up in a
foul mood this morning. Last night, Hubert, this worthless man, had come home
drunk again, and she had to take care of the damage. Now, she had to wake up
early enough to take care of the little Ludivine.
Ever since she had started working as
a Governess, she came to prefer this "adoptive" home to her own, and to this
husband who seemed to only show up a few times a week to rest after drinking,
and drink his wages, dearly earned at the factory, at the local establishment
where he did spend most of his time...
"- Maybe they will start charging him rent!" She thought. And this finally elicited a small smile on her
face.
She was then, as usual, walking with
Ludivine, near the Royal Gardens. Versailles had changed very much with the
coming of the industrial age, but the majesty and splendour of the buildings and
gardens had remained intact.
Walking slowly around the precious
path, for a short while, the brave Martine felt like a Queen. She was now in a
much better mood, when she directed the little girl towards the Rue Tibault,
where she religiously bought her daily Newspaper.
Her eyes got caught by a bold title, together with a large picture:
"The famous Surgeon Remison has open the Jarjayes Mansion to the Public"
The estate, bought quite some time
ago by the famous retired Doctor, had been refurbished in the greatest secrecy,
by this same strange man, who, despite numerous and famous opportunities, had
never married and, apparently, only seemed to care about the history of the
mansion's walls.
The picture showed a tall man, with
greyish sideburns, posing in front of a large staircase at the top of which
Martine could make up a large painting of a young woman warrior with golden
locks. The man was wearing a striking medallion, whose gold seemed to glow on
the badly printed paper.
"- Well well, Ludivine, said Martine in a dreamy voice, what would you say to a visit to this castle?"
And she bent down to adjust the hat onto the head of the little girl, admiring her pale complexion and shining
emerald eyes.
The End
Berusaiyu no Bara; Lady Oscar: All Rights Reserved Ikeda Productions 1972-1973, Tokyo Movie Shinsha Co. 1979-1980.
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